______Wing Of Tears______

Monday, January 17, 2011

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Dear Blog,

I'm super lucky today i nvr kana scolding from my teacher coze nvr do he's homework :O :) hahahaha~ :) i'm just wondering should i go back and be part of the class commeti... or should i or should i not... i just dunno how... i saw the small letter my teacher gave me... telling me nt to give it up so easily.. but i'm not sure now... :( if u also wan me to become a class commeti , why not let something special happend in the morning... :) so i'll remember it well... :) TYVM Blog!!! :)

Always Loving you...

Teared On|2:13 AM|

Saturday, January 15, 2011

\\*i'm so dead on monday... >.<"'*//

Teared On|12:06 AM|

Thursday, January 13, 2011

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Dear Blog,

Sometimes i really wonder are my current friends now really my friends?... i thought friends will just accept the way u are... isn't that right?... why is it that my friends are so different.... :( i feel like they have been changing... or was it me who was changing?... i'm feeling very terrible now i just dunno what to do...i really dislike it when u do that... you use ur smiles and attract me.. and then when i tell u how i feel.. u would reject it....

I'll always love you

Kiss The Rain - Yiruma Hienie

hooooo~~~~~ (i'll always love you)

i often close my eyes

And i see you smile

You reach out for my hand

And i'm woken from my dream

Although your heart is mine

It's hollow inside

I never had you love

And i never will

And every night

I lie awake

Thinking maybe you love me

Like i've always love you

But how can you love me

Like how i loved you when

You can't even look me

Stright in me eyes

I've never felt this way

To be so in love

To have someone there

Yet so feel alone

Aren't you suppose to be

The one who wipe my tears

The one to say that you

Would never leave

The waters calm and still

My reflection is there

I see you holding me

But than you disappear

All thats left of you is a memory

One that only, exists in my dreams

And every night
I lie awake
Thinking maybe you love me
Like i've always love you
But how can you love me
Like how i loved you when
You can't even look me
Stright in me eyes
I don't know what hurts you
But i can feel it too
And it just hurt so much
That i can't do a thing
And deep down in my heart
Somehow i just know
That no matter what
I'll always love you
i often close my eyes
And i see you smile
You reach out for my hand
And i'm woken from my dream
Although your heart is mine
It's hollow inside
I never had you love
And i never will
So why am i still here in the rain..

Teared On|1:47 AM|

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

\\*Very sad really sad*//

Dear Blog,

I'm seriously sad today until tears can come rolling down my cheeks.. today after school was going to plaza singapura... with friends to buy something... went with them n on the trian ... they said this to me... which make me really want to cry... I KNW I LIKED HER FOR 4 YEARS!! AND DIN'T EVEN GET ACCEPTED i seriously feel like a failure... an epic failure... always trying so hard but no matter how hard i tried i'll always look the same in your eyes... next year i'll be leaving them soon... i'm sorry blog... i really dunno just what to do... i just feel so emty even when u are around... i dun feel warmth from you.... all i feel from you is ur coldness... as cold as dry-ice... i just need someone who can feel up the emptiness in my heart... i wish it was you.. you who could feel up that place in my heart...

Very Sad Really Sad

Teared On|8:50 AM|

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

\\*Rotting at home... :(*//

Dear blog,

i'm soooooooooooooo sooooooooooooo soooooooooooooooooo board and rotting at home... i don't know what to do... i wanna go find a job.. so i wont waste so much time here den next year i can also buy my own school books all that etc etc... :( sigh... i wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa FIND A JOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB!!! BECAUSE I'M SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR BOARD AND ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINNNNNNNNNNNNNNGGGGGGGGGGGG AT HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE... :(

Rotting At Home:(

Teared On|4:34 AM|

Saturday, October 30, 2010

\\*what a borring day... :(*//

Dear blog,

today sooooooo borring at home!!! :'( my friends all started working already... :'( den left me playing game at home rotting... :O :( today at home i playing my computer games.. dota with friends , celino with friends and anime by myself... :'( soooooooooooo borring... :( how i wish now still schooling... :(

BORRING DAY!!! :(

Teared On|9:16 AM|

Friday, October 29, 2010

\\*sports turn into outing :)*//

Dear blog,

So sorry yesterday din't come in to blog coze i was very tired... :( another thing is i don't really remember what happen yesterday... so sorry cant post it.. but i'll tell you about today!!~ :)
Today, My friends and i decided to play basketball at my house the park so we decided to meet at my house at 4.30pm :) then later when left one more of my friend who haven't reach, we went to my house the coffee shop and eat french fries... :O :) haha~ eating halfway and talking alot~!! :) while eating and talking we saw another friend, 1 of my friend went over and talk to him.. while the rest of us sitting at the table having our french fries and talking away :) later when my last friend arrive we went to play badminton instead of playing basketball.. :( coze I COULD NOT FIND THE BALL!!!!! :( i dunno who take cause it was SUPPOSE TO BE IN MY BALCANE!!! :( but nvm we carry on playing badminton... :) weather turn bad with strong wind and drizzling... :( had to stop and discuss where we wanted to go next... :O all thought of going to LAN!! :) so we went to safra LAN and played L4D2, Warcraft and audition, etc... :) played till 9 den walk my friend to jp to sit bus :) wanted to walk in jp awhile... :( but by the time we reach jp, it's already 10+!!! :( time flies... :( so no choice all go home :) what an enjoyable day~ :)

Teared On|7:58 AM|